Monday, December 21, 2009

It took me awhile to get used to not having you around but now im over you,
and sometimes i wonder how i ever loved the person you are.
you used to be so different, so caring but now all you think about is pleasing yourself.
Even if it means breaking your best friends heart, the old you would never dream of doing that to someone you cared about.
Im not to sure what has changed you but i hope you see it some day soon and try change back.
I cant help you anymore so listin to the others around you when they tell you your doing wrong,
you can become the old you, i know you can :(

Saturday, December 19, 2009


Theres a voice telling me al the things you would proberly hide.

I dont no weather to listin or ingore.


I have snapped you lieing a couple of times and it makes me think your keeping more things from me.

I wish you were just honest with me, i dont care where you go or who your with,

if you just told me we could build this little thing called TRUST!

Right now i feel there is none of thise between me and you.

We always both asume that theres more going on with us and other people than there realy is.

Im tired of it turing into tears and fighting, i dont want to worry anymore

Keep it on the low , no one has to no.

Keep it on the hush! ;P

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Seriously what is with people in our world today , they insist on ruining other peoples life and savatarging everythink that makes them happy.
Its not right and it hurts.
If your one of those people who purposly chats up another girls man just too make you happy , just so you can have the satifaction of saying you won, well i got news for you.
One day it will backfire and someone will do it to you, its not a pretty thing and its painful.
To see your man with another girl who you thought was your good friend breaks your heart into a million peices. trust me.
If your one of those people who likes to make peoples lives as worse as possible, by bullying them or stiring roomers to make more people hate on them, one day your going to meet that one person who it does not work on and they are going to hit you with your own medicene twice as hard. trust me.
If your one of those people who is a two faced bitch who will lie to her closest friends and family. Well its not going to work for long, there is going to be that person who snaps you out on all your lies and make everyone relise that you are a backstabber and you will be left with nothing.
Well guess what, i think yourve finally found that one person who will give back everythink your've dished out!
You better watch out.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Maan you give me butterflies ;)
I want you to no that it doesnt matter where we take this road,
someones gotta go. and i want you to know you couldnt of loved me better
but i want you to move on , cause im already gone.

looking at you makes it hader, but i know youll find another.

-kelly clarkson

Monday, November 23, 2009

Learn to shut your mouth, im tired of hearing the smart little comments and insaults that are suposed to hurt me, but i guess you fail missrably.
Grow up women your acting like a 5 year old still. jus ZIP IT :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


Yeeessss! No more school for weeks ,,
3 exams and im done :) already passed ncea level one
safe azzz, and they told me id fail haahahah

Monday, November 9, 2009


You little girls think you can just walk into anyones life and ruin it.
Well i got news for you.
Yous ant gonna get away with it this time. .
Messing around, and playing you games.
You got your own boyfriends wat the hell are you doing around mine.

Sunday, November 8, 2009



Ohhh, What to do ?
Everything about you lately
Always seems to drive me crazy.You give me laughter when I want to cry
Your words, they make me want to fly.
Fly to you on every word that lifts my heart
Together our love will top the charts.
You never really do try to impress

But baby, you always pass the test.
When you look at me, you see no wrong
And when we argue, you can’t stay mad for long.
You pick on me just to make me laugh
You’ll take all pain on my behalf.
Sarcasm, Brilliance, Bravery, and Love

You must be sent to me from above.
Although you are not here right nowI know you do not disavow.
You’re never afraid to say “I love you”And every time I hear it, I know it is true.
I love how you’re proud to call me your girl

Can’t believe it took so many years for our love to unfurl.
Beautiful is what you say I amAnd my reaction is always “damn.”What did I do to deserve a guy
Who won’t even let me tell him “Goodbye?”
You are like no one else I’ve ever met

And there’s no way that I can ever forget.
We were friends for so long before
We never knew what He had in store.
We’ve all experienced broken hearts, fallen tears, and more
But, you’ve healed my heart and made it better than before.


In my perfect little world, people greet,they kiss and hug each time they meet.
Friends hold hands, and calm your fears;they stick around to wipe your tears.
But in the world today, we just don’t care,and showing love is somewhat rare.
When times are fun all friends are near,then things get tough and most disappear.
In my perfect little world, we give and share;
we make it a point, to show we care.
We live to love, and love to live,
and find it easy to forgive.
But in the world today we strive on greed,and crave the things we rarely need.
We step on others to get our way,and hurt with what we do or say.
In my perfect little world, children smile,and parents go that extra mile.
No child is ever harmed or hurt,abused or treated just like dirt.
But in the world today most people cry,and only pray in case they die.
We’ve given in to all that’s bad,and then complain that life is hard.
In my perfect little world were all the sameand life is not a spiteful game.
People are loyal, honest and just,and value the gift of friendship and trust.
But in the world today it seems,we’ve lost all hope or goals and dreams.
Malicious acts are seen as witty,I think it’s sad and such a pity.

I want you to stay, I want you near,
I smile at you, and try to remember
What it was like, no need to go further
Loneliness and sadness passing by
Hand in hand, with tears in the eye
Drowning in words, unnecessary pain
No need to describe, no need to complain
Your eyes are open, lightning once more
Watching, sparkling, just like before
I’ll hold you in my arms, hold you tight
Tell you, that we, together, have won this fight


I dont want to be with anyone else,
your the only one that made me melt

YUS!
party time baby :)
deffintly aloud my 16th now

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


When you say your a friend you make a bond with that person,


which means you should never do anything wrong to intentionally harm them


(physically or emotionaly)


But you never get it right, i cant trust you anymore. .


im afraid i cant call you that friend you once were.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009


I wish i could just kiss you and make it all go away
i don't like you packing sads, i can't handle it anymore..
Being around you makes me so happy,
Yet i can't commit to you. .
Its tearing me apart . . .
Man does he love his cuddles ;)



Monday, October 19, 2009

How come it alwaays turns out,
That the ones you love
The ones who make you smile
The ones who make you feel extra good,

Are the ones who end up hurting you the most. .

Im sorry for the pain i caused you through out the time ive known you ,
it wasnt easy for me ether,
but you cant help who you fall for , you cant help the people who make you feel good

You dont know how much i wish i could make you happy , make you feel better about everything. Just too see you smile again.

I dont like to see you hurt or down , but i can't help if you push me away,,
I opened up to you hoping you'd do the same but sometimes things dont go your way.

I know i could of prevented what happend, but everything happens for a reason . . .

All i can say is im sorry :(

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I JUST WANT TO FLY FAR AWAY FROM HERE,,
PLEASE TAKE ME TO A PLACE WAY ABOVE THE ATMOSPHERE,,

I
hada
mean
friday
night
girls :)


I believe the saying .

"Guys like being on bottom because they only know how to fuck things up"


You screwed me over , but now you expect me to say its algood ?

Apartnly you done nothing, but its right in your fucking face.

You cant just do that shit.

I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND,, these other hoe bangers gonna come round and you go running ?

boy wake the fuck up before im gone.



Sunday, October 11, 2009

I can't believe you still have feelings after all this time,
We skrewed each other over so many times
and now your using inocent people to get to me, to try make me mad.
Well i will tell you once again that it will not work.
All your doing is making those inocent girls life hell.
No one deserves to be treated like that soo please stop.
I dont want to be the reason you break there heart.
Ive moved on , so should you.
Forget everything once and for all.


I tried to plant a tree,

from a nut

Mummy told me it wouldn't grow :/

But i believe in you lil guy

One day we'll prove mum wrong

:) ha ha





I wish i could just walk away from it all.
You no when somethink becomes to much to handle.
Its time to walk away
Leave the past in the past
and start fresh, a new begining
is all we need.
x

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

No man or woman is worth
your tears, and the one who is,
won't make you cry.

Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is
Falling in love with your smile.

Don't cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.
Frrrooogggyyyyy ;)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Monday, September 28, 2009

soo true


The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and findng out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes you think your over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'l suddenly realise that your just preteding to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. In my opinion some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail, not because the abscence of love, love is always present, but for the simple reason that one was being loved to much and one was being loved to little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left side of us, and maybe that is the reason why the heart is not always right.